मेरे बंधर

मेरे बंधर तुम मेरी जान हो

லுசு

லுசு லுசு லுசு லுசு லுசு லுசு லுசு லுசு லுசு லுசு லுசு லுசு லுசு

Bandhar

Bandhar
There is a bandhar
I wonder
I wonder
how this bandhar
makes my heart pound like thunder
thunder
thunder
yes
there is truly a bandhar
that makes my heart pound like thunder
oh dear bandhar
dear bandhar
wherever you are
wherever you go
you will always make my heart pound like thunder
sweet bandhar
oh bandhar
can't wait until the next time you make my heart pound like thunder

-Lusu Bandhari-

My Feelings Described In A Song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WjwVsvML-xU&NR=1

My Mother

I love my mom she is the best!!! seriously.. she is so understanding and loving and caringg!! she is the best human being i know on this planet.. I love her so muchh!!! she is the besttt!!! i'm getting teary eyed while writing this.. earlier today i had a rather intense and rather annoying and painful conversation with my father..but i stood up for myself and what i believe in.. lol and my mom was looking at me.. .and her eyes were reading mine and she looked upset and curious and i looked away...and i sat next to her later and she was staring into my eyes.. she asked.. is my child ok? are you ok? and i looked at her and tried to hide my pain.. and started laughing and askedd why are you looking at me like that?? lolll and it was a nervous laughterr filled with lots of pain.. but i tried my best..and my mom just smiled at me in a painful way like she knew i was trying to hide my pain... but its ok.. lol i learnt from that that my mom can read my eyes.. and she truly knows me from deep within...and that she wants my happiness and that in itself gives me way more hope than my dad discourages me... lol anywayss see you aroundd... takee careee

yourss
DREAMS-2009

The Secret-Daily Teachings -Rhonda Byrne

Thursday

When you focus with someone on a problem they are having, you are not helping them or you, because you are both adding energy to the problem. You are also both attracting more"like" problems to you.

Knowing this, it's very important for you and the other person to focus on what you both want. The person with the problem should be encouraged to speak about what they want instead of about the problem, which is what they don't want. The problem arose in the first place from the person thinking or talking about what they didn't want, so the chain reaction must stop. Help those close to you about encouraging them to speak the words of what they want. That is always the solution.

DAILY TEACHINGS
Day 88 the Secret

Life

These days all I can think about is life and what life has in store for me.. lol i can't stop thinking about my near future and my far future and i know that's not the way to live ones life...lost in worries about what is not even promised...lol it even goes against my religious beliefs...but it's harder than it looks...lol the york strike has got me wondering about my educational dreams and desires and I have just begun to think about what's right and what's wrong in life...what's better following your heart or your mind? lol I just have so many questions in my mind these days..that i know only life could answer...and God will show me those answers one dayy... lol im trying to relax and just deal with todayy..todayy the present because whatever it is... is truly a gift.. i got everything i ever wanted...and lifes not perfect...everyone has ups and downs..and right now i dont have complete ups or complete downs... im just in the middlee... satisfied yet thirsty for whats to come....lol but yeah im going to try to just go with the flow and take it one day at a time.. whats meant to be will be.... like it always has and always will...nothing i have is truly mine anyway.. so with that i should be happy for what i have... life for today and dream for tomorrow...

see you again.. in the near future
with love...
Dreams-2009