Life

These days all I can think about is life and what life has in store for me.. lol i can't stop thinking about my near future and my far future and i know that's not the way to live ones life...lost in worries about what is not even promised...lol it even goes against my religious beliefs...but it's harder than it looks...lol the york strike has got me wondering about my educational dreams and desires and I have just begun to think about what's right and what's wrong in life...what's better following your heart or your mind? lol I just have so many questions in my mind these days..that i know only life could answer...and God will show me those answers one dayy... lol im trying to relax and just deal with todayy..todayy the present because whatever it is... is truly a gift.. i got everything i ever wanted...and lifes not perfect...everyone has ups and downs..and right now i dont have complete ups or complete downs... im just in the middlee... satisfied yet thirsty for whats to come....lol but yeah im going to try to just go with the flow and take it one day at a time.. whats meant to be will be.... like it always has and always will...nothing i have is truly mine anyway.. so with that i should be happy for what i have... life for today and dream for tomorrow...

see you again.. in the near future
with love...
Dreams-2009